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Monday, December 13, 2004

Slapped

Indecent minds robbed my soul. Her laughter pricked me from my sleep. I wanted to swim around with fishes of all kinds, but they fled as soon as I stepped into the cold, deep waters.

Words never came out right. Senseless and forbidding. Uncommon and rebelling.

I invited the cat into my room. She climbed onto my seat and took my place. I had to sit on the floor.

The door slammed shut at my face. A sense of ignorance built as I stared at my feet. Maybe ignorance is my best friend after all.

I screamed for all heaven and earth, but it got lost in a paper cup.

I cried out of anger but they thought I was laughing. I was asked to stop. It was stupid.

A moment in time, a shot was taken. The bullet should have hit me, not the tree.

I tripped over and fell flat. Not a hand, not a smile was sent. I had to crack everything myself.

The fantasy world offers a home, but it is not time yet for me to move.

I need cinnamon and sugar, bread and butter. I need the warmth of Christmas to cool my dark side. Or else, burn it together with hell's fire as I do not want it in my living mind.

Priorities are useful. I should learn to pick it out and say "first".

If all have been said, and nothing has been made ... the only reason the cow jumped over the moon was the happiness from that jump, which could fill his heart.

Yun @ 1:34 AM | |

about me

Home: KL, Malaysia
School: U of A

I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...

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