Tuesday, April 12, 2005

A nightmare

I hate it when I dream of friends who turn weird, sort of like - them turning into ghosts. Well, not those ghosts that are translucent or floating in the air with sharp teeth. It is the kind where insanity is being shown through their expressions (yes, like those scary movies that show creepy people at the asylum).

Crazy. It scared the hell out of me. Nightmares like this make me shiver in the middle of the night.

I cannot remember how the dream started, but I can describe clearly how my housemate appeared in front of me (in the dream) like a madwoman with an evil grin on her face. It seemed as though she had really heavy make-up on. And, an uneven one too. She lined her eyes really dark and there were some strange red smudges on her cheeks. They seemed more like cuts on the lower-right side of her cheek. Quite a big, jagged cut. And, damn, she was still smiling weirdly. Her hair was quite a mess ... oh, I remember now. It was dark. The lights were not turned on and that was why she gave me a shock when she apppeared. There was something in her eyes that made my stomach cringe. Her smile was sinister and I really thought I was going to die (for some reason). Dressed in a black top and a frilly black skirt, she gave me a weird hug and a big smooch on my cheek and then left the house. I was dumbfounded (fortunately, I did not pee in my pants while sleeping).

Ugh. Scary. Worse of all, those exact same eyes met mine when I stepped into the kitchen this morning. She was making breakfast in the kitchen. No, I did not jump but I got a shock inside. It was not the exact same crazy expression I saw in the dream, but she was not wearing her glasses, and she had her make-up on... it was close.

Weird. Weird. I hate dreams like this. Argh.

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I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...

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