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Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Birthday party...and one more day to FINALS

~Love Mum, Dad and Sis always~

It was Nan's birthday yesterday. The whole crazy bunch of us celebrated his birthday at Earls last night. After a whole afternoon of studying, I went over to my sweetheart's place to use the piano at the community centre. Desperately, I went there, sat down, and banged as much as I wanted to (although I was distracted by the couple playing ping pong near me and this guy who was watching his hockey game really loudly). Nevertheless, I stayed on and played a few songs. Sadly, my fingers have grown rusty. I can't play as well as I used to. Sigh. I must brush up my skills when I'm back home. At least, at home, I can play the piano without any form of distraction and without a time limit. I seem to get nervous when I'm playing with people around me. Probably, I lack the self-confidence, always constantly worrying about how people will judge my piano skills. Well, I just have to accept it that I'm not very good at it =p

After an hour of satisfaction in releasing stress, Nan and Anthony picked the bunch of us up and we all went to Earls together. The food was really good. I had spicy seafood penne...mmmm...yummy...but extremely $$...
There were about 20 of us or more at the dinner. It was pretty fun talking crap and sharing dirty jokes with one another. Well, what can I say about the bunch that I sat with? Personally, I felt that if I were sitting at the other end, it would be pretty boring haha...lucky my sweetie and I were with Ashmir and Daryl. Those were good times...good times =)...
Nan invited four other friends to the dinner as well. From the sound and their appearance I could tell they were canadian-born-chinese (CBC) and they were not too happy with what the crazy bunch of us were discussing or laughing about. Maybe our chat was not up to their standard. Bargh...who cares...CBC people...

Sigh. It has been almost two months since we first started dating each other. I can't believe it is all coming to an end so soon...don't get me wrong when I say it's ending. I just hope a long-distance relationship will be strong for us. It's so hard to say. Everyday, every night, I think of the possiblities that I might lose him...it just shatters my heart straight away even by just thinking about it...for the first time in my life, I can't imagine life without someone. This is the first time that I know I would really feel the isolation, the loss, the pain, a deep, permanent cut in my heart, if I am no longer his love. I rest my case.

Finals starts tomorrow! I have math first thing in the morning, and C++ in the afternoon. Brutal...I know I won't get a good mark for C++ but I just want to get at most a C. SERIOUSLY. I'm hoping to score for math too but I don't want to put any high hopes on it. THe midterm paper was easy, and we are all expecting the final paper to be difficult to sail through. Wish me luck!! ^^

Yun @ 6:37 AM | |

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Home: KL, Malaysia
School: U of A

I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...

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