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Wednesday, April 07, 2004

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~Love Mum, Dad and Sis always~

I feel so sleepy...
The worse part is waking up at 7 in the morning to attend my last chemistry class, which only lasted for half and hour. I went to the library to "study" some math but I ended up falling asleep for about an hour. I think it's too quiet in the library. It makes me feel bored and sleepy easily (I know I'm weird). Now, I'm in the MAC library enjoying the cool MAC computer ^^

But, I still can't figure out how to open multiple windows with this computer. Also, I can't seem to find the control to delete a file. Weird. As much as I like this MAC computer, I get frustrated because it's not as user-friendly as windows. Probably I'm too used to windows. It's going to be a long, boring day and I know I'm not in the mood to do any revision. I'll try again later, hopefully I don't fall asleep again. Maybe I should get some sleep first, then I can study all night later. That seems more practical for a night owl like me. I seem to stay awake better at night then in the day time. Currently the weather is driving me to bed too as it is cold and drizzling outside, a perfect weather to sleep in @.@

Unintelligent words from someone has brought much annoyance to me. It is such moments where you sit down in front of the screen and stare at those words, wishing you could give them a slap in the face to wake the hell out of them. Undeniably, I would feel like giving that person a REAL slap if I do have the chance. Such ego and chauvinistic character explains every one of his flaws. It reflects a childish nature upon someone who thinks in that way only to inflict hostility upon himself. What more can I say? I didn't know that he was so sour about the whole thing just because I made the first move, I asked for it first. It is as though he thinks that he was right all this while. How can anyone tolerate such lack of disrespect? Hidden from my sight, I should have known earlier. I learned my mistake and yes, it takes one person to go through mistakes to change for the better. But he does not even learn from his mistakes. The chauvinist pig paraded his words to me as though I was the immature child who needed "guidance" as I took everything for granted and played other people's hearts. That stubborn-ass does not even see his own mistakes first before pointing out other people's mistakes. I feel so angry when I am reminded of this. I don't want to make considerations, but today I feel that these people are so ignorant of everything. In short, they are dumb. Spoiled. Pampered. Inconsiderate. Disrespectful. Chauvinistic. Immature. LOSER. Tactless...there's more and I shall add on to it.

Enough of anger. I'm getting too stressed out by the day. I wish I can be stress-free for life. Is there some kind of pill that I can take to diminish the stress that live on me like parasites?

Yun @ 6:39 AM | |

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Home: KL, Malaysia
School: U of A

I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...

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