Monday, February 23, 2004

A new dream

~Love Mum, Dad and Sis always~

It's back-to-school business tomorrow. I really don't look forward to school after having such a memorable and great holiday. Not to mention I have to face my worse nightmare tomorrow - PHYSICS MIDTERM. I've been studying, but not as hard as I should. So, I'm expecting to do average on this test. Nevertheless, that doesn't mean I'm giving up already as I still have one more night to go and I will work my ass through this. I did badly on ENCMP...I can't even finish my third assignment. It is really stressful to remind myself of all these but I just can't help but remind myself of the fun, the discovery and excitement that I've been through this whole holiday week.

I've discovered a deep secret that has changed my perspective of everything that I've ever owned before or been through. I've discovered that I've had so much to see because of this new dream that came true. Since, it was only a dream that I could only force myself into everytime I think about it, I never thought it would reciprocal in the end. I took a big step that lead me to believe what I am capable of and I don't need to worry about how others will judge me. I don't need to be told what to do or that I should accommodate for other people's satisfaction. It's my life... and this new dream has brought me reason to be tingled and smitten again. Why should I be judged just because I allow a new dream to come true after having a nightmare? It's my happiness...and my world...I choose what dreams to come and when they should come. I may make mistakes...but the dream that lasts will be worth the hurt later on. That's the way life goes around...you don't take the chance...you'll never know what's in store for you for the rest of your life...

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Home: KL, Malaysia
School: U of A

I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...

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