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Friday, June 17, 2005

Always in love

Yesterday, Teng and I went hunting around for dance classes. We were kind of silly for we did not know where to start searching, and just popped into anyone that we spotted along the road. Such jakuns we were, Teng! XD But we were glad that we found what we wanted at our last stop - SkillsPoint. They offer a variety of classes ranging from dance, nail/tattoo art to English classes. It was interesting and the people there were friendly. I enrolled myself in the Hip Hop dance and the bead jewelry class. I hope it would be fun ^^

While talking to Teng about my ex, I realized something important. Before, I just could not admit it myself because it hurts each time I think of the past memories we shared. And the break-up was so sudden, it came as a shock to me. I do want him back. Deep down in my heart, I really want to be with him again. However, I can only leave it to the hands of fate for now. If time permits, if fate exists between us, we shall meet again and go on from there. Parents tend to point out the worse traits in your lovers or ex-lovers, and so it did affect my decisions somehow. But isn't love blind and painful sometimes?

Even if I try to run away from past mistakes, to ignore this feeling called love, I can never fall out of love. I will always be in love. And I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I just want to forget ...

Yun @ 2:26 AM | |

about me

Home: KL, Malaysia
School: U of A

I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...

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