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Sunday, July 31, 2005

Behind these eyes

One is off-limits. One is impossible.

I walk down the same road each time you come into my life, . It is a blessing to have come across your acquaintance but now I realize I care for you more than a friend could do.

I wake up in the morning and to see you next to me. But it is only a dream.

I go to sleep at night feeling your presence. But it is only my desire.

Questions. Answers. Will they ever cease to exist? Will you ever know? Will you even see these tears behind my eyes?

I don't know if I want you to know. I don't know if I want myself to know. I don't even know what I want now. This same road, splits into a thousand pathways everytime. And I am forced to choose one, walk it, and never turn back again.

You're so close to me ... yet you are so far away ... I don't usually say prayers at night but now I pray to heaven every night that you would feel the same way too. Nothing more. I don't need you to be there by my side. I don't need the commitment. Just feel the same way as I do. For I know we both have to go our separate ways in the end ...

Yun @ 12:46 AM | |

about me

Home: KL, Malaysia
School: U of A

I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...

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