Sunday, April 18, 2004
The long-D shatters my heart
~Love Mum, Dad and Sis always~I was on the phone with Chris a half an hour ago. We talked for abit about studies and exams. Then, I proceeded to inform him of my ugly situation - the upcoming "long D" ahead. His words made me think about my sweetheart more and the possibilities of us staying strong through the years.
Long-distance relationship...
I cannot help but think about it every night and day. Whatever I do, wherever I go, it is always on my mind. I know I cannot lose him. I know this time around...my life will be so empty and different without his love. I can feel the isolation in me, curled up in the dark corner, with nothing else but the sound of my cries. I can hear my heart breaking to pieces, like the sound of the shattering glass that hits the floor. My mind is going out of control. No...what will happen to us?
Chris suggested to break it up now. He just blurted it out without knowing exactly how I see things. I cannot bring myself to do it at this time. I guess all I can do is to expect the problems that we will face. Breaking up...that was one word that made me felt dumbfounded. Holding the phone to my ears, not a sound could be made. I could not say a word after listening to Chris's words.
No one ever said it was easy. No one told me it could be this hard until true love came along and led me to you. Only love showed me how this begins. The ending has not been decided. I live to tell the story, be it happy or sad. Love can make me smile, yet it can break my heart in two. And in my heart, I know that only you can change my life forever...
about me
Home: KL, Malaysia
School: U of A
I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...
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