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Friday, April 23, 2004

Overloaded

~Love Mum, Dad and Sis always~

Flutterfly...it's pretty. And brighter too ^^.

WHAT was I thinking when asking my doll, Maomao, if he will miss this room? Insane. I cannot believe I actually talked to my doll. I had a conversation with a non-living thing, which, I know in my right mind, would not answer me back because it can't talk. All it did was smile cutely at me. Okay. Enough of this crap. *shivers*

Miss Ling is hitting the stress level again. I am overloaded with too much information and fatigue. Yesterday, I spent the whole afternoon studying "the confusion of linear algebra" and did some packing up. I started packing the smaller items into the boxes. My room is in the ultimate state of "mess". My shoes are everywhere, plastic bags here and there (mostly leftovers by my "considerate" ex-roommate), books and files lying randomly on the bed and table. Wow. For one thing, I was never this messy. At most, I just have books everywhere in a disorderly manner. Now, everything is everywhere. Still, I feel a tinge of sadness as I begin to picture this room being "emptied" by Saturday. Having thoughts of it brings back so many memories - the day I moved in to this residence, the night where I unpacked my stuff and placed everything neatly in the room despite having felt the loneliness and isolation, those nights of frustration from the lousy, inconsiderate noisy animals...

I guess, in a lot of ways, I will miss this room. Not the residence, but the room. Maybe a little of the floor members and the like. Hey, I survived through all the trials and tribulations living here in this alien place all by myself. No doubt I had my ups and downs but I realized facing all these allowed me to grow to become a stronger, better person. I will be moving into a new place and there is new excitement to experience and new friends to make. A new day has arrived, a new life to experience.

Well! I'll be done with one exam tomorrow afternoon! I can't wait, hehe. Exams get me frustrated, especially when they seem to drag on forever. I woke up this morning to see lots of vans and trucks outside the residence. Some students are already moving out. I still have to figure out who can help me move my stuff. Sigh...It's so hard not having a vehicle to own.

Time to see my physics professor now.

Yun @ 6:13 AM | |

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I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...

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