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Sunday, September 26, 2004

Uncertain

I am having certain doubts again. Why do I always end up this way. I feel extremely insecure about my whole life. Everything. I wish I did not have the "human ability" to worry.

I called my sweetheart just now because I wanted to tell him something but his mom picked up the phone instead. I did not expect her to come back from her trip that soon. Anyway, I talked to her for quite a bit, asking her how is she and stuff like that...in mandarin...(gee, my mandarin sucks big time!) I embarassed myself again. She must think I am so rude and all because I do not know how to use the proper phrasing structures and all....kinda like bad grammar...it was definitely off the beat. Oh, I am so ashamed of myself.

Is there football to watch every week? It is so weird. I thought the football season is over...or...maybe not...

I woke up this morning to find the trees just outside my room have all turned yellow in colour. This means winter is just around the corner. And the bitter cold will strike again with its mundane and gloomy atmosphere.

I am not feeling so well in the mind these few days. It has been quite a depressing week for me. I do not want to talk about it but I will be fine in a few days' time. Don't feel like writing anything too...so I will just entertain myself with some pictures :P

This is the pretty autumn sight outside my room.

My friend and I were on our way to Biological Sciences building. We past by this pretty Earth Science building.

University made these new ponds outside the administration building.

My messy desk...lots of homework there...ow it's hurting my eyes!

The other side of my room...Zzzzzzzz

On the way to Safeway...

Yun @ 4:16 AM | |

about me

Home: KL, Malaysia
School: U of A

I am someone who frets a lot - I call it a psychological disorder. I am constantly trying to escape my complex mind which, very often, drives me and my close companions to the edge of insanity. Born under the sun star Libra, I am greatly affected by a disease called "indecisiveness". Nicknames were never part of my dictionary until I met some people who decided to name me "turtle". Soon, I was representing a zoo of hamsters, "sotongs", pigs, cats, etc...

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